December 17th, 2003
|02:06 pm - This time is the last time|
So this is it kiddies, by this time tomorrow I will no longer be at Clark but in the strangely familiar setting that is new york. I'd like to say this semester has been great and I've come away with a great new perspective on life, but I'd be lying. I've made some good choices and a lot of bad ones but it's all helped me in the end. What I have learned is:
You'll never know what an experience is like until you go through it yourself
You can't be reckless with yourself because you're all that you have
Even when you think you're beyond help, everyone else is just as fucked up as you
College doesn't mean you're really an adult
Not going to class essentially means failing the class
We all have a lot of growing up to do
So in the end, I've met a lot of cool people and some not so cool people and I think I've experienced more in this short amount of time than I ever could have thought possible. I know what works and doesn't work for me and I'm excited to see what next semester turns out like. I may not have learned much in the classroom aspect of it all, but when it comes to life lessons...like whoa.
i hope everyone has a good break. i know i'll try. to those i've hurt or scared at any point, i'm truly sorry. i love you.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot-Brand New
Word. I feel you sista. This semester has been a trip, and second semester is going to be so much better...no more lists. I'm tired like whoa so I'm going to sleep but all I have to say is "Love is not a good word to use when writing a love letter..."